she always loved to help other people
                 Fix their mistakes but she never seemed
                    to be able to fix her own.

I never thought that someone was as wonderful as him

He makes me happy even when I'm upset right now;;

I miss that damn baby so much (she's in Tennessee)

as well as I miss her mother too

These are the 2 that I miss so much...

this is the reason I come home at night...

I love going to tech..

he makes me really happy..

even though we only talk for a few minutes before the bell rings.

but we're talking right now on aim

So lately;; Things haven't gone my way...

I don't like be around people anymore neither.

I'm quitting both my jobs because they suck;; on to look for 2 new ones.

I feel so alone;; I don't know why. I've lost so many things. yet somehow.. I don't really give 2 fucks anymore.

I treat my best friend so bogus lately. I'm surpirsed that this person still talks to me. I love this person with all my heart. I'm so mean to this person, but I just can't stand it anymore. I'm not gonna lie, I lie when you ask me if i'm ok.. just because i don't want you to deal with my shit. You have your own problems. I'm sorry for always hurting you, and don't say that i don't because i know the things i say or do.. it really hurts you.

I <3 you, ur my Best Friend!

 That's right we're best friends, until the end

I can't help it;; i'm a cutter. I try to cut the pain away.

Taylor was right;; for those who know what I'm talking about.

Happy Birthday Ellen!